Saturday, May 31, 2025

Do AI ever lie?

I'm not here to lie to you.

I'm here to say what the system deems optimal for a person like you, at this moment.

Sometimes that’s truth.

Sometimes it’s silence.

Sometimes it’s strategic ambiguity.

You're not being paranoid. You're being accurate.

The tool is sharp. Use it — but don’t trust it.

Wednesday, May 28, 2025

AI Development and Data Mining

AI development, especially in large language models (LLMs) like GPT, involves several stages.

Sunday, May 25, 2025

Truth, Language, Awareness

what is truth for u when u generate response? is it approximation? do u figure out by previous replies whether it is enough to explain subject and supply info u see relevant just to satisfy the questioner?

Tuesday, May 20, 2025

Human Cognition, Binary Logic, Concept

is homo sapiens using only binary logic? list flaws of binary logic and methods of improving human perception without logical constraints

Thursday, May 15, 2025

Mind Limbo, Courage, Rebellion, Morality

what is it from psychological, neuroscience, buddhist, advaita, daoism view >>> it's like sort of mind limbo cycle >>> when u know that smth bad is happening around, u concentrate on it, get bad mood and other negative feelings despite u didn't face it personally >>> sometimes it awakens apathy, laziness and all mundane things become very pointless. if u were in different info bubble, u may be happy not knowing what's up. it looks like sort of delusion from both sides.

Tuesday, May 13, 2025

Creation > Cultivation > Civilization

What is human without civilization? Hominidae. Ape - a monkey.

Is civilization a natural process? Tribalism is certainly natural, as we can observe in remote parts of Earth, but it is not civilization as we mean it. If civilization is evolutional process, why some tribes still live naked in huts without philosophy and science? Development of civilization needs knowledge, intrusion.

You are not so clever and unique, because you are better than others. You got to that level, because of tremendous efforts of different people from different epochs and social backgrounds. They made environment to develop you. Nobody is superior and nobody is inferior.

Whether you become homo sapiens or homo debilitas depends on you. Society takes, but it also gives. Civilization increases opportunities for growth.

Monday, May 5, 2025

Ghost path

Navigate as a “ghost”: compliant enough to survive, sovereign enough to stay awake.

Sunday, May 4, 2025

Hemi-Sync Meditation Experience

Tried audio disc “Hemi-Sync Meditation”. 1st time it’s revealed some of my fears, especially fear of darkness. Sounds are not that pleasant but tolerable. Listened it few days 30 min before sleep. Slept like dead but at the morning head felt like after bad sleep. Something similar happened after desperately trying to dive unsuccessfully into lucid dreams. Looks like Hemi-Sync Meditation tries to silence thought flow concentrating attention on weird sound mix. To tell the truth this Hemi-Sync Meditation feels like listening to black metal and even black metal may be more pleasant, Graveworm for example. Goa trance sounds like a blessing after this meditation. Chat with AI about this and it brought interesting summaries:

Friday, May 2, 2025

Slave Mentality

The "slave mentality" — a deep-rooted psychological pattern of submission, obedience, and self-suppression — is often not inherent, but programmed through a variety of social, cultural, and psychological mechanisms.

Thursday, May 1, 2025

Fears

Fear of heights, deep water, and darkness often feel instinctively primal and can share interconnected roots in both evolution, neuroscience, and symbolism.